Food :)

Hang overs do make me hungry :) Which won't come as any suprise to many of you. I kind of gave myself permission, to go a bit Over The Top, yesterday. I keep expecting to be overwhelmed with grief at my ex getting married to someone I knew, so well. And he only knew because of me and the children, and it doesn't bother me, I don't think. I did get a tinsy bit upset last night whilst slurring into a bottle of wine. When remembering the early days, of him going and how helpless I felt. But look at me now!! and I wouldn't be this person, if everything had come easily, if keeping my children, had been a for gone conclusion. If cycling, and getting a trike had been easy. (:D that's quite ironic, how I obtained it) I wouldn't have been so bothered about promoting disability cycling.

If I'd have found life easy on 'Direct Payments' the old form of buying services in through the Social Services. I wouldn't have been been first to be switched to Self Directed Support , where I seem to have found myself, carving out a little 'niche'. Which I love.

So on reflection, I feel a strong person, it's lifes tapestry of events that have created me. Anyway I digress, I always meander, I didn't cycle my 6miles round trip to my Mums, as intended. I was hungry, so ordered a gorgeous curry, instead of delivery though. I did collect it :)

I'm sorry to Dave or Kev, if I left you any strange messages via text/email/moby last night.

And I most definatetly don't follow Dave ?????????? Or Kev actually, soaps?