I think I must have been on a high since I was a Torch Bearer. And I've kept up there, without anyone else influencing how I felt. Which is a very satistfying thing, knowing that I'm not relying on s'one else to make me feel better. But suddenly today, maybe the end of the Paralympics? Or maybe it's my new Memory Foam mattress, drawing me like a magnet, but I've felt tired, lathargic, fat and listless.