I thought I'd change my mood, by concentrating on my blog, for 10 mins. Because all I seem to be doing at the moment, is concentrate on what's slipping, and whats gone. I feel like Hillsborough, and my work as a Health Champ, is slipping away. And therefore loads of my relationships?My Bezzy mate of the moment, is back with his ex, so thats gone.
And we buried my lovely Mum yesterday.
My bruv, wrote and read 'Family Memories' I laughed and cried, they were brilliant. A crowd of us scraped the graveside mud, from our shoes, and went back to his for a drink.
And now? I feel totally at a loss, I don't feel needed, or wanted by anyone.
I will go to Hillsborough tomorrow, for the penultimate time. :(
It hasn't changed my mood I've just reminded myself why, I'm miserable.